2001-12-10 - 3:47 p.m.

Today I start my diet. My next Monday i will have lost five pounds and from there who knows... Amber and i went to souper! salad! and ate as much as we could. I ate so much food and drank lots of water and then i threw it all up. i never knew that throwing up would make me feel so good. i am going to do it more often no matter what anyone says. i will do whatever it takes to lose weight. i will do it this time.

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