2001-11-12 - 11:53 a.m.

I want to be perfect for him. However I feel like I fail him in every way. Sometimes when I talk to him just look on his face and the tone of his voice makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong. I just want him to have the best of everything. And I know I'm not the best. I told him this. He said he's sorry I feel this way but that I have no reason to. We talked alot last night. He said he wanted us to be together forever. That he wanted us to be one.

I don't know what I am going to do. I just feel like I am not enough for him. I love him more than anything.

regrets - hopes

the past