2001-10-07 - 9:40 p.m.

I am a rollercoaster of emotions. Up and down. Up and down.

I can't decide how I feel... If I have a choice?

One minute I am so happy I can't stand it the next I am on the verge of slitting my wrist(the latter being more common).

Ahhhhhhhhh! I am losing my fucking mind!

regrets - hopes

the past