2001-09-17 - 8:15 p.m.

Today amber and i made soup for carissa. We are such nerds!

Friday we went to the zoo. What fun! I realized I could be dumb in front of carissa and amber(essentially be myself) and still feel comfortable. I can laugh at myself with them.

School scares the hell out of me. Everday I wake up filled with dread. It makes me want to cry everytime I walk in the door. I don't want to be scared. I know I'm going to fail. I know it. Hopefully I'll make it through day by day.

regrets - hopes

the past