2001-08-22 - 9:07 p.m.

Life is actually tolerable now. In fact it is better than ever. I feel good. I smile almost everyday. And yes it is a real smile. I feel it deep inside. And with these sporadic bursts of complete happiness I have the energy and ability to pretend happiness between moments. I have put everything bad that has happened to the back of my mind and I am moving on.

School isn't nearly as bad as I expected. I won't say I'm enjoying it but well I am stomaching it and doing a damn good job of it too.

regrets - hopes

the past