NO MORE TEARS!(DAMN)
2001-05-06 - 4:17 p.m.
Ok. Anyone who reads this knows I can't cry. I need to cry. Every day, every hour, every second that goes by without being able to cry I die a little more inside. Soon everything that is me will be gone. Anyone have any ideas for making me cry? Or why I can't cry?
I just want to... Fuck.
I am so heavy.
Drowning.
Bloody hell. I know I'll never be the same. I'm probably better off dead. The guilt I feel is becoming unbearable.
I put up a happy facade. Hope that everyone will pass me by and think I'm OK.
I hate myself. I am hopeless. Nothing will ever change.
regrets - hopes
the past
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