2001-05-06 - 6:41 p.m.

Anyway. I don't think i will feel anything ever again. Numb. That is all. Emptiness is everything. What is the point of trying? I am giving up. There is no point. I am dying. I am dead.

No one understands. I wish tomorrow i could wake up and just be myself again. Feel again. But fuck that because it is never going to happen. Oh well...

regrets - hopes

the past