2001-05-05 - 10:27 p.m.

ummm... today we drove by a bridal shop. I want love. I am so alone. Will i ever be desired? I feel so ugly? Will I ever be loved? I mean really loved?

Anyway...

I am trying to be happy. It seems the more I try the more depressed I feel. Why is that?

I think Warren hates me. I deserve it. Oh well...

Everthing is obsolete.

Fade out...

regrets - hopes

the past