2001-04-25 - 8:35 a.m.

I really should do work in school instead of writing this but... shit there is no hope for me.

School makes me sick. I just want to jump out the window and end it all. I used to be so good at this. It is hard to believe but it is true. I am still so tired. My life is boring. I am boring. Well i'm still alive so that is something. I am such an optimistic person. haha

regrets - hopes

the past